The Golden Ratio: Twin Flame Separation & Lessons for the Soul Self

Everything has come "full circle." 

That was a phrase used in one of my previous TF tarot readings that I had done back in March 2017. The reading, may I add, was phenomenal and I'd highly recommend www.willweston111.com for readings should you have any questions around your TF relationship. (I also recommend www.twinflamestarot.net for readings and YouTube videos--she's so sweet and I can feel her energy coming through! And I LOVE Jen at www.twinsimplicity.com for her videos and insights!)

Til We Meet Again

Full circle, to me, meant that we were coming back together after many years of knowing each other. In a sense, I was right! But I was also wrong. You see, full circle has multiple meanings in my TF journey, and it probably does for you as well. First, the full circle that repeated was the synchronicity between knowing my TF as a teenager, him being a teacher at my high school. We are 13.5 years apart in age, and I met him at almost the exact time frame of difference between our ages (in other words, I met him around 14 and he is about that many years older than me). The "circle" that has shown to be complete (or connected, rather) is that he was able to see me as a youth, a young woman coming into her own identity. Now that I know my TF is healing a lot of his inner child wounds, I can see that this was a fortuitous meeting for us; he remembers me vividly as a youthful, young woman. Thus, he can see me then as he sees me now. He was a witness to my youth, and I know in my soul that I was a spiritual counterpart to him--not yet manifested in the physical--when he was growing up. I manifested in the physical plane for him to be able to witness my young adulthood. Not only will this help him heal his childhood wounds of abandonment and rejection, this also shows him that he can trust in the (divine) feminine, as I am the same (innocent) person I was back them as I am now.

The second "circle" is that we reconnected after having worked together in our "second" meeting back in 2008. This time, I returned to him as a colleague and not as a student. After we parted ways then (there was no romantic relationship between us whatsoever, by the way), I had my final reconnection in November 2016. I returned to the same school, but this time to do mock interviews with a high school class. After we connected, had our bubble love phase, and then went through the early months of 2017 in runner/chaser dynamic, I had this funny feeling that this spring's mock interviews would herald a time of awakening for him--for us both, perhaps. So when I was told that our relationship is coming "full circle," I thought to myself: "When I go back and see him again in school (where he works), he'll have a revelation that I'm 'the one.'" This meant that April 20th or 21st would be "the day" where things would come to fruition, things would come full circle.

The Spiral of Destiny, Time and Love

Interestingly, the weeks prior to this full circle on April 20-21st resulted in a TON of synchronicities between my TF and I, and our mutually shared history. I'm talking, like, our entire history. I found myself in places where I was reconnecting with friends I knew from high school, almost out of the blue! It was like those past relationships were being healed, along with connecting back to that time in my life where I knew him as an innocent. Also, I found myself in social settings with parents of high school friends, high school teachers, themselves and people whom I know he knows that have connected with me since our meeting. And a final interesting synchronicity occurred through seeing people whom both my flame and I have talked about in our times of being together. It's as though the universe is validating that our entire journey was destined. Gives me chills just thinking about it!

Knowing that these dates in April would herald important moments for us, I was extremely nervous and anticipatory. I look back on these days, now, and think to myself "I wish I had been more at peace with myself!" However, I'm also in full understanding that the energy building up to this moment was not just my nerves getting the best of me; it was a signal from the universe that my final steps into my Divine Feminine journey were coming to a head. Turns out, I was spot-on about my intuition regarding these dates as important moments in our TF journey. I decided to finally tell him that I loved him. 

Before I told him I loved him, however, I got a little snippy about when I could meet up with him to talk. You see, he has a routine of controlling time/situations by being elusive and pulling back his energy into him where he knows he isn't vulnerable. With me, his heart is wide-open, and it can be painful to know that one person can unhinge your entire being! Thus, in my efforts to try to connect with him, I gave him a hard time for being so elusive, and we ended up having a bit of a fall-out...via text. Ew! But, it is our communication pathway, so I'm okay with it (remember, each TF has their pathways in which they communicate best--ours is through the written word and in our intuitive messages between each other in silence).

When you encounter the ego of your TF, it is important to remember to embody the DF by being forgiving and moving through this moment of conflict with mercy and grace. Thus, I was able to quell the argument and in the conversation, he expressed to me that he needed time to figure things out--that he thinks he shouldn't be in contact with me for a while. Hearing these words can be devastating, but they weren't, really. Sure, I cried for a hot minute, but then I realized that these are the exact words that he needs to say to himself, and that I was blessed to be hearing them. They are his truth; he needs time right now to prioritize his life and figure out how he'll move forward in his truth, in his authentic selfhood.

The circle happened. I was destined to be in that time and space with him for all those years, months, days, hours and moments. He needs time. I found unconditional love. Destiny, time and love.

Nonlinear Time

Jen from "Twin Simplicity" published a video on May 1, 2017, and in it she speaks about nonlinear time and the spiral of musical harmonics--in other words, coming into soul "harmony" with our TF both in the spiritual realm and in the physical.

She doesn't know this, but often her insights are so synchronistic to those in which I receive from spirit as well--it's spooky! Yet, it confirms, for me, that we truly are riding the wave of TF energy together! We can do this!

In the video, she holds up a picture of the musical harmonic scale that is based on both color and vibration:

As soon as I saw this, I saw a spiral pattern that continues on into eternity. Then it hit me: our separation is a lesson for our souls to learn, not just for our human spirit/ego embodiment to experience. In other words, alinear time, the connections we experience, the illusion of separateness (our runner/chaser dynamic), and the perfect balance/harmony of the universe can be seen right here. Not only does this model represent musical harmonics, but it also appears to resemble DNA and Davinci's Golden Ratio:

These things are NOT merely coincidental. They are lessons! The spiral of existence, of the universe, of the spirit continues to infinity; there is no time on a linear scale. Everything and anything is connected, always--both in eternity and in the present moment.

In the video, Jen also mentions connections to Avalon and the Yeshua/Magdalene twin flame relationship. Did you know that the tor of Avalon (Glastonbury, England) also follows a spiral pathway to the top? Again, no coincidence here!

The lesson to be learned from these models of existence leads me to discover that our soul's journey is to understand that the divine source in all of us is timeless. The connection we share is eternal. The timeline to this divine path lies within us at all times. The Twin Flame code is already in us. I believe that those who are connected to their divine selfhood have always known this eternal truth, and we've been exploring it since the dawn of time, since before recorded history. I also believe that the DNA structure was another pathway towards discovery of our eternal god-source selves. As we continue to connect with each other through the internet and other forms of technology, we are learning how to operate in simultaneous, alinear time frames that connect us to the physical and the nonphysical forms of existence.



Getting back to the TF journey, I see this relationship as a soul lesson that embodies the I AM presence in us all. The "full circle" of coming together is happening now, it has happened, it will happen--it is. Thus, not only am I at peace with knowing that my TF is truly opening his heart and preparing the way for our union, I also am at peace with knowing that all of these connections are timeless. I can remain in a state of peace, love and understanding by remembering that I am part of this eternal god-source. I am safe. I am loved. We are safe. We are loved. We are: love.