Boaz & Jachin: The Pillars of My Twin Flame Truth
I asked Archangel Michael last night for a sign. He gave me the High Priestess, and this is what I found...
I've been really struggling lately to keep the faith, to hold space and stillness for my twin. With these crazy energies that have been pouring into our energy-scape recently, it's definitely been an arduous venture. This past Saturday evening, I was tapping into some amazing energies! I sat down to do a twin flame relationship reading for myself and my twin, and it was scary synchronistic. Like, I'm talking INCREDIBLY synchronistic. Each of us showed a lot of cards which demonstrated the duality of the masculine/feminine nature, as well as the balance between body and spirit (3D and 5D). Other symbols included the light/dark contrast, depicted by either white coloring or the presence of a literal light being held up to a reveal a path. The general theme asked for the divine masculine to use his intuition and heart-center more in order to balance out his body/mind connection, and the divine feminine was being asked to ground herself in a space of stillness and thankfulness for the blessings she has in her life.
But unlike Saturday night, Sunday had an influx of uncomfortable energies sometime around late afternoon. I felt anxious, my heart started beating harder and faster than usual, and I felt...unsteady. Additionally, I felt disconnected from my twin--more so that I have been these past, few weeks in separation. I felt like he was gone. He had disconnected our ethereal bond. I felt very alone, very lonely, and sad.
Knowing that this is not the energy that I'd like to dwell in, I asked for some guidance from Archangel Metatron (to clear chakras and open my heart chakra), Archangel Chamuel (to help clear energies that might be interfering with my TF bond), and Archangel Michael (to reveal truth). I mostly connected with AA Michael to help me with a sign. A sign to confirm that I'm not crazy, that I'm on the right path. (Mind you, I've been seeing signs everywhere.) Knowing that I was shifting into a 3D mindset, it felt okay to ask for a sign. Sometimes you just have to forgive yourself for having doubts, acknowledge it, and move the f*ck on.
When I saw the High Priestess as the card on the bottom of the deck, I swear my heart stopped and I had chills. I didn't heed to the message at the moment (again, sometimes when you're in a 3D vibration, it's harder to pick up on guidance from spirit), but my higher self knew it was my sign. In fact, I knew I didn't even need to lay out any cards--that this was my sign, not the overall reading.
I proceeded to lay out cards, and the narrative that unfolded was less than appealing. Well, the way the DM felt about me, the way he felt about the relationship, what supported him (which was the Lovers card)--was great! But then...conflict at the outcome. And more conflict about what to do about getting to the outcome. It was very hard to read. I felt confused, anxious and angry. Interestingly enough, I had pulled the "conflict" card for how I see the divine masculine the day before, and the message from spirit was to tell me to give my divine masculine more credit for his work, that he's not undergoing as much conflict as I perceive that he must be if he's not yet ready for union.
I called out (and in my head I heard, "this is your soul cry"): "I'm so sick of this! It's his turn now! I can't do this anymore!"
I gave myself some time and space to release my frustration and lower energies, then I came back to the spread. More settled, my eyes went directly to the High Priestess card, and I couldn't believe what was in front of me: our initials. B + J. The cross on the HP's chest looked like a "+" sign. The pillars, both in black and white, harkened back to our reading from the day before. And months ago, when I saw my TF randomly at the grocery store, I noted that we are like yin and yang--my "signature color" is white (I always wear white!) and his is black. Again, the synchronicities were front and center; I couldn't ignore this as a true sign from Archangel Michael (Thank you!).
I did some further research, and this is what I uncovered:
"Boaz represents the principle of redemption in the widest sense of reclaiming an estate by right of relationship, while the innermost moving power in its recovery is Love.
These two pillars, therefore, stand for the two great spiritual principles that are the basis of all Life: Jachin typifying the Unity resulting from Being, and Boaz typifying the Unity resulting from Love. In this Dual-Unity we find the key to all conceivable involution or evolution of Spirit; and it is therefore not without reason that the record of these two ancient pillars has been preserved in our Scriptures. And finally we may take this as an index to the character of our Scriptures generally. They contain infinite meanings; and often those passages which appear on the surface to be most meaningless will be found to possess the deepest significance."
You wanna know what else is crazy? I have my TF's contact saved as "Bo" in my phone. Not even shitting you. Again: this is not coincidence.
Over the last couple days, I've also seen 11:11 and 2:22 (a lot) and 66. The numbers 1, 2, 6 are our soul code numbers--our birthdays are the same 4 digits, but in different orders: 1126, 6121.
Beyond these coincidences, I'll mention that my academic research is all about paradoxical nature of being. I have done all of my research on the phenomenon of dual-unity, and on the idea that when two, contrasting vectors of being come into union, it creates vertices of infinite possibility. You wanna know what else is crazy? In this description of Boaz & Jachin, it tells us that Jachin is all about embracing infinite nature. SAY WHAT? Spirit told me, very clearly, back in December to embrace infinity. I'm like, "Uh, yeah! That's what I'm all about!" But again: more and more meaning is revealed as I open myself up to truly seeing what is happening around me by paying attention to the moment.
If it's anything I can offer, I will say to be thankful for the little signs that you do receive. I promise that your energy will shift, and that you need to continue to forgive yourself for those moments of doubt. Also, stay centered in what you feel is right--for me, I knew the reading I laid out was not especially accurate due to the energy interference, but I let it get to me and "trigger" my 3D emotions.
The divine masculine is finally becoming more at peace with his knowing and his truth. I feel it. The challenge for him now is to figure out how best to approach the divine feminine with this truth. Should he flirt and be light-hearted? Should he sweep in with a grand gesture of romance? Should he text her: "What are you up to this weekend?" The old templates don't work, and he's not quite sure how to proceed.
In the meantime, stay the course. Enjoy the world around you. Be thankful for your blessings. He is coming. And you are there.
I've been really struggling lately to keep the faith, to hold space and stillness for my twin. With these crazy energies that have been pouring into our energy-scape recently, it's definitely been an arduous venture. This past Saturday evening, I was tapping into some amazing energies! I sat down to do a twin flame relationship reading for myself and my twin, and it was scary synchronistic. Like, I'm talking INCREDIBLY synchronistic. Each of us showed a lot of cards which demonstrated the duality of the masculine/feminine nature, as well as the balance between body and spirit (3D and 5D). Other symbols included the light/dark contrast, depicted by either white coloring or the presence of a literal light being held up to a reveal a path. The general theme asked for the divine masculine to use his intuition and heart-center more in order to balance out his body/mind connection, and the divine feminine was being asked to ground herself in a space of stillness and thankfulness for the blessings she has in her life.
But unlike Saturday night, Sunday had an influx of uncomfortable energies sometime around late afternoon. I felt anxious, my heart started beating harder and faster than usual, and I felt...unsteady. Additionally, I felt disconnected from my twin--more so that I have been these past, few weeks in separation. I felt like he was gone. He had disconnected our ethereal bond. I felt very alone, very lonely, and sad.
Knowing that this is not the energy that I'd like to dwell in, I asked for some guidance from Archangel Metatron (to clear chakras and open my heart chakra), Archangel Chamuel (to help clear energies that might be interfering with my TF bond), and Archangel Michael (to reveal truth). I mostly connected with AA Michael to help me with a sign. A sign to confirm that I'm not crazy, that I'm on the right path. (Mind you, I've been seeing signs everywhere.) Knowing that I was shifting into a 3D mindset, it felt okay to ask for a sign. Sometimes you just have to forgive yourself for having doubts, acknowledge it, and move the f*ck on.
When I saw the High Priestess as the card on the bottom of the deck, I swear my heart stopped and I had chills. I didn't heed to the message at the moment (again, sometimes when you're in a 3D vibration, it's harder to pick up on guidance from spirit), but my higher self knew it was my sign. In fact, I knew I didn't even need to lay out any cards--that this was my sign, not the overall reading.
I proceeded to lay out cards, and the narrative that unfolded was less than appealing. Well, the way the DM felt about me, the way he felt about the relationship, what supported him (which was the Lovers card)--was great! But then...conflict at the outcome. And more conflict about what to do about getting to the outcome. It was very hard to read. I felt confused, anxious and angry. Interestingly enough, I had pulled the "conflict" card for how I see the divine masculine the day before, and the message from spirit was to tell me to give my divine masculine more credit for his work, that he's not undergoing as much conflict as I perceive that he must be if he's not yet ready for union.
I called out (and in my head I heard, "this is your soul cry"): "I'm so sick of this! It's his turn now! I can't do this anymore!"
I gave myself some time and space to release my frustration and lower energies, then I came back to the spread. More settled, my eyes went directly to the High Priestess card, and I couldn't believe what was in front of me: our initials. B + J. The cross on the HP's chest looked like a "+" sign. The pillars, both in black and white, harkened back to our reading from the day before. And months ago, when I saw my TF randomly at the grocery store, I noted that we are like yin and yang--my "signature color" is white (I always wear white!) and his is black. Again, the synchronicities were front and center; I couldn't ignore this as a true sign from Archangel Michael (Thank you!).
I did some further research, and this is what I uncovered:
"Boaz represents the principle of redemption in the widest sense of reclaiming an estate by right of relationship, while the innermost moving power in its recovery is Love.
These two pillars, therefore, stand for the two great spiritual principles that are the basis of all Life: Jachin typifying the Unity resulting from Being, and Boaz typifying the Unity resulting from Love. In this Dual-Unity we find the key to all conceivable involution or evolution of Spirit; and it is therefore not without reason that the record of these two ancient pillars has been preserved in our Scriptures. And finally we may take this as an index to the character of our Scriptures generally. They contain infinite meanings; and often those passages which appear on the surface to be most meaningless will be found to possess the deepest significance."
You wanna know what else is crazy? I have my TF's contact saved as "Bo" in my phone. Not even shitting you. Again: this is not coincidence.
Over the last couple days, I've also seen 11:11 and 2:22 (a lot) and 66. The numbers 1, 2, 6 are our soul code numbers--our birthdays are the same 4 digits, but in different orders: 1126, 6121.
Beyond these coincidences, I'll mention that my academic research is all about paradoxical nature of being. I have done all of my research on the phenomenon of dual-unity, and on the idea that when two, contrasting vectors of being come into union, it creates vertices of infinite possibility. You wanna know what else is crazy? In this description of Boaz & Jachin, it tells us that Jachin is all about embracing infinite nature. SAY WHAT? Spirit told me, very clearly, back in December to embrace infinity. I'm like, "Uh, yeah! That's what I'm all about!" But again: more and more meaning is revealed as I open myself up to truly seeing what is happening around me by paying attention to the moment.
If it's anything I can offer, I will say to be thankful for the little signs that you do receive. I promise that your energy will shift, and that you need to continue to forgive yourself for those moments of doubt. Also, stay centered in what you feel is right--for me, I knew the reading I laid out was not especially accurate due to the energy interference, but I let it get to me and "trigger" my 3D emotions.
The divine masculine is finally becoming more at peace with his knowing and his truth. I feel it. The challenge for him now is to figure out how best to approach the divine feminine with this truth. Should he flirt and be light-hearted? Should he sweep in with a grand gesture of romance? Should he text her: "What are you up to this weekend?" The old templates don't work, and he's not quite sure how to proceed.
In the meantime, stay the course. Enjoy the world around you. Be thankful for your blessings. He is coming. And you are there.
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