Twin Flames Healing Hearts

Nothing is the same today as it existed yesterday.  With each passing day, more and more "illuminations" come to the surface. Energy shifts are happening very fast , and today I received a message about how quickly things will manifest when you begin to understand the process of manifestation, fully. With last week's energy surge and this week's astrological aspects, we are in for an exciting time in the Twin Flame journey!  Your thoughts are the keys to manifestation. Coming off of last week's Gemini new moon and the crazy a$$ energy surge, I was feeling pretty darn great and optimistic about reunion. Saturday rolled around and I got a text from my TF--the first time that he contacted me  in about 7 weeks. I had been sending a text here and there (maybe once a week), and he'd respond pretty quickly. But only 1 text or so. That's it. Nothing fancy. Nothing too deep.  It was strange because I usually don't contact him early in the mor...

On May 23rd & 24th, we had a MAJOR energy shift and "download." I just had a thought: What if the mythology of the "second coming" of Christ wasn't just about ascension for all? (I mean, I'm not saying it isn't!)  What if it's also a narrative regarding the 'coming' of our Divine Masculine coming to the Divine Feminine in the 3D realm? What if THE COLLECTIVE twin flame unions are the saviors as the coming of Christ light for all? (we are a unit of 2--'the 2nd'--and then our union creates 3 1+1=3 Divine Feminine, Divine Masculine & the God Source/Divine Source--similar to the   Just a thought... ----- I have one major message: THE DIVINE MASCULINE IS COMING.  On May 23rd, shit happened. Like, major shit. Good shit. Energy from the God Source, pure Earth Energy. This energetic shift is linked to a energetic portal in Earth's magnetic field--this is actually science. I'm not just making up weird things for t...

I asked Archangel Michael last night for a sign. He gave me the High Priestess, and this is what I found... I've been really struggling lately to keep the faith, to hold space and stillness for my twin. With these crazy energies that have been pouring into our energy-scape recently, it's definitely been an arduous venture. This past Saturday evening, I was tapping into some amazing  energies! I sat down to do a twin flame relationship reading for myself and my twin, and it was scary synchronistic. Like, I'm talking INCREDIBLY synchronistic. Each of us showed a lot of cards which demonstrated the duality of the masculine/feminine nature, as well as the balance between body and spirit (3D and 5D). Other symbols included the light/dark contrast, depicted by either white coloring or the presence of a literal light being held up to a reveal a path. The general theme asked for the divine masculine to use his intuition and heart-center more in order to balance out his body/m...

If you unlock your heart, you'll find your soul. If you unlock your soul, you'll find your heart. Last night I had a dream about my divine masculine's mother. It was...pretty great. The thing is, however, I've never met her in person. I don't even know for sure what she looks like, and I know the woman in the dream wasn't necessarily "her" in physical body as she lives now, but she was awesome. She was younger and looked a lot like my TF/DM. I can't remember the entirety of the dream, but I woke up from it very rapidly, remembering the dream as though I had just been in another time and place--and space, perhaps. Yet, the overall theme was for me to get to know her and for her to get to know me. She was youthful, energetic, kind, serene, open and...peaceful. I remember telling her how much she looked like her son, and how thankful I was for her to have had her son. She and I became great friends. While I can't remember all we talked about...

"When you were very young, you lived in spaciousness. Life danced through you. Then slowly, as you reacted to the challenges in your life, you got tighter and smaller until you ended up in a bubble of struggle. This is where most people live, cut off from being fully alive! We all long to be awake to Life. We long for the spaciousness of being, for it is our natural state. In order to see this, recognize that Life loves spaciousness, in fact, it permeates Life. Take a moment to open to the vastness all around you." -Mary O'Malley It's funny because my TF and I have a fave past time of slow dancing in his living room after a night out. There's just something about the late night hours, putting on slow music and dancing like you're back at a high school dance. It's magical, actually. This past week, I've been gaining some insights regarding the "dance" of the TF energies. The words that I received ar...

Oh, wonder! How many goodly creatures are there here! How beauteous mankind is! O brave new world, That has such people in ’t! - The Tempest , Act V, Scene I We're entering a sphere of energy where we are forced to encounter ourselves in a new light. From the affects of the Flower Moon in Scorpio, this is a time for deep introspection. Particularly, I feel that this time calls for us to inspect our relationships with our "dark mother" relationships. For my TF and myself, this is a time to heal those bonds of the mother-child relationship and to release the past pains and hurt from this relationship.  I know that, from our brief discussions of mother-child interactions, it seems that we share the same narrative of taking care of the mother. In some instances, there is the sense of obligation to be the friend of the mother and the nurturer of the mother. This becomes, for me, the "dark mother" relationship that creates a co-dependent dynamic, whic...

Tears don't have to be a bad thing. Actually, they're pretty great. The past 3 weekends, I've found myself at various states of surrender. Painful, sucky, puffy-eyed, tear-infused, tissue-induced, murky depths of the soul surrender. It. Fucking. Sucks. But I have to tell you this: surrendering is necessary. I know this now. And I've forgiven myself for having "the feels" about my current state of separation and surrendering to it. You see, it's all about understanding our blessings and  "coming into our knowing" (per Jen from TwinSimplicity ) that our Twin is our divine partner, that we are meant for coming into union as well. I have to tell a story that made me start to see even more synchronicities within my current environment--well, throughout my lifetime environment, actually. It's kind of crazy. But here you go. Story time: When I was at the beach by myself a few weeks ago (on a personal, spiritual retreat), I was sitting there, ...

...and the voice said: "It's not what's in your head that counts; it's what's in your heart that matters." I have to admit that it's been getting hard to surrender to the flow of the universe, to divine timing, and to allow things to unfold without having any sense of control. Over the past, few days I've had a couple short breakdowns and self-imposed "pity parties." However, I have to also admit that these little breakdowns have been easier and easier to break out of. It's almost as though I have these short, little bursts of energy that I have to "release" and then I can move on. But the point is this: I was having a hard time keeping the faith and holding that (necessary) heartspace for my TF. But then yesterday, I woke up and heard a direct message. The message was this: "It's not about what's in your head that counts; it's what's in your heart that matters." By the way, the evening before th...

One more time with emotion It's so delicate When you're painting someone's heart It's a little bit hard to be so eloquent When you don't know where to start I'll wait where the moonbeam hides I'll wait on the other side Away from the words I know I'm waiting for your heart I'm waiting for you heart to drop One more time with some feeling I'm not finished yet I'm just trying to find the start I try to say what I'm meaning But nothing seems to fit When I'm trying to fill your heart ~ATB lyrics from "Waiting on Your Heart" You are what you listen to. At this time, it's important to consider your outside influences and ask: how am I nourishing myself?  Things like people, places, food, music, books, TV--all kinds of outside energies--are affecting you right now. This was one of the messages that I received last week as I tuned-in to my "sad that I'm missing my Twin playlist." By payi...

"...it's being done in the present moment, but it's quantum in nature. And it exists throughout all time and space."  ~Jen Ballew from Twin Simplicity (see www.twinsimplicity.com )  I highly encourage you to watch Jen Ballew's video on YouTube (click on the video embedded above) if you are seeking additional encouragement and perspective regarding your Twin Flame union. In this video, Jen expands upon the "spiral" of time and how timelines seem to "converge" and/or create a web of interconnectedness that has always  been leading you to your Twin Flame, and them to you. A weird hobby of mine is quantum physics and quantum particle theory (yes, I'm a total geek like that!)--it always has been a fascination of mine. Does time really exist? What is time? What is space? Are we really separate in nature, or are we somehow all connected? I think that through my spirituality, I've been able to marry science along with the unknow...

Hope vs. Faith: Is it really a valid comparison? Until recently, I would never have told you that I had given up hope on my TF relationship. However, due to new insights, I've realized that hope is based upon having expectations  of a particular outcome. At least, it is for me. Instead, I've chosen to have faith in my divine counterpart  and to have faith in the universe, in divine timing. Why do I think a concept like faith is better suited for my union? Well, because of a few things. 1) Expectations are for old, 3D relationship paradigms. I realized, quite early on, that trying to control or 'pin down' my TF would not help our relationship, it would only hinder it. Throughout our journey together, one of our common themes/challenges was that of learning hold old relationship paradigms rely heavily on a linear progression of feelings, emotions and commitment. For my TF, he's healing old heartaches and heartbreaks. This led him down a path of crea...

Everything has come "full circle."  That was a phrase used in one of my previous TF tarot readings that I had done back in March 2017. The reading, may I add, was phenomenal  and I'd highly recommend www.willweston111.com for readings should you have any questions around your TF relationship. (I also recommend www.twinflamestarot.net  for readings and YouTube videos--she's so sweet and I can feel  her energy coming through! And I LOVE Jen at www.twinsimplicity.com for her videos and insights!) Til We Meet Again Full circle, to me, meant that we were coming back together after many years of knowing each other. In a sense, I was right! But I was also wrong. You see, full circle has multiple meanings in my TF journey, and it probably does for you as well. First, the full circle that repeated was the synchronicity between knowing my TF as a teenager, him being a teacher at my high school. We are 13.5 years apart in age, and I met him at almost the exact time f...