Twin Flames Healing Hearts

Being a quantum physics geek, I recently connected with some research that has been going on since the late 1990s in regards to photon dynamics and human emotion/observation. In the wake of the Lion's Gate energy, I wanted to connect the concept of manifestation to actual, scientific research. The Weizmann Institute of Science is on the forefront of scientific research regarding quantum physics and the dynamics of observing matter within our universe. Seen in the figure above, this is an actual picture of what the cosmos looks like in energy . If we were to observe the same photo with light--as in, what we'd see with the naked eye--you would see a sky full of stars. However, when we view the same space-scape with a lens that measures energy frequencies, scientists are able to observe the universe as an interconnected web of energy . Back in the late 1990s, scientists began to study the dynamism of photons. Photons are particles of light energy. When split, they typicall...

When I let go of who I am, I become who I might be. -Lao Tzu I have wanted union so badly--so badly that I feel as though I had been nursing an open, bleeding wound. It heals each day and is re-opened each day. It bleeds enough for me to still go throughout my daily life, and it bleeds enough for me to know I'm injured. Still: it bleeds. Then, one day, I decided that I didn't want to have this wound any longer. I decided that it was time to heal. I went through a very dark period of introspection in July after returning from a conference. While away, I connected to "zero point" space within my heart center, a place where everything and anything is possible. But it was only a glimpse of this place, not the actual place itself. I saw a post card of it and imagined myself there, but it wasn't me who took the picture, made the post card and mailed it to a friend. Speaking of friends, it was actually a friend who helped me realize that what I   thou...

I am the Empress. He is the Emperor. In my last post, I spoke about my reunion with my twin and what the shape of union looks like. Happily, I can say that it's true--union does take form and manifest in different ways. In fact, union may manifest in an infinite amount of ways, but I now know one thing is true: union occurs when we are truly in our divine roles as divine masculine and divine feminine. Previously, I attended to the idea of union as as connection between our 5D and 3D selves. I attributed connectedness to our communication in the 3D. While it was not incorrect to label us as in union (and I do believe that believing  you're in union attracts 3D union!), we still weren't fully "in union." Why? Because we were still operating in an old template, but with different rules of engagement. After my initial TF separation in April 2017, I wasn't certain when/if we'd come back together. In fact, I couldn't actually picture a moment when we...

Welp, my twin and I are in union. Yes, I said it. In. Union. Does this mean we're boyfriend/girlfriend? No. Does this means we've made anything official? Not yet. See, one thing that has been made clear to me through the teachings of others (I recommend Awakened Warrioress and Kelly Kay Enlighten Yourself) is that union  takes many shapes and forms. If you've been on this Twin Flame journey for a while, you're most likely aware of the aspect of being in union in the 5D and dimensions in higher realms as well. Yet, with the physical, "3D" union, we often associate true union to being in a committed relationship with our divine partner. When we assign conditions to physical union, we are also limiting its potential, its room for possibility. For example, my twin and I are in union--we speak pretty much every day via text. The conversations are jovial and lighthearted. We are currently working on being able to get together. We've both extended invitat...

Today's post has everything to do with the speed in which realizations are coming to the mass collective. Indeed, as of yesterday, I was convinced that the romantic aspect of my union was the most important thing on the planet. Today, I disagree! These past, few weeks have brought with them a tumult of emotion, energetic shifts, higher vibrations and dense vibrational pitfalls. It's been so hard to navigate the day-to-day activities of life when each day brings with it a new set of energetic waves to ride into the next day. For about 10 days now, I've been surfing on some pretty high, intense vibes. I've been feeling like I've embodied more of the masculine energy; my heart-center seemed to have been activated with a new-found sense of excitement and renewal. I felt as though nothing  could possibly bring me down! Additionally, my TF and I had been in contact way more than we had been in the past as well, and it seemingly took-on a new, fun, more balanced shift....

In her May 31st video, Janet from Awakened Warrioress discusses the shift of the Masculine/Feminine dynamics and how the Divine Masculine is shifting into the energy of the Divine Feminine. This shift will most likely result in many DFs picking up on their twin's energy and purging/transmuting it. Yet, this doesn't mean that your DM will not be purging on his own; you are sharing in his burden. You see, many of our DMs have been taught to sublimate all emotion--to bury it deep within their hearts. In fact, spirit is telling me that many DMs don't really know what, exactly, lies within their hearts. By taking-on some of that burden, we are allowing for them to dig deeper than ever before to uncover the crystalline essence of their true being--kind of like mining for diamonds. You know it's there, under the surface, but there's a lot of shit to get through before you can uncover the true beauty that lies within. This morning I woke up with a song in my head: ...

Nothing is the same today as it existed yesterday.  With each passing day, more and more "illuminations" come to the surface. Energy shifts are happening very fast , and today I received a message about how quickly things will manifest when you begin to understand the process of manifestation, fully. With last week's energy surge and this week's astrological aspects, we are in for an exciting time in the Twin Flame journey!  Your thoughts are the keys to manifestation. Coming off of last week's Gemini new moon and the crazy a$$ energy surge, I was feeling pretty darn great and optimistic about reunion. Saturday rolled around and I got a text from my TF--the first time that he contacted me  in about 7 weeks. I had been sending a text here and there (maybe once a week), and he'd respond pretty quickly. But only 1 text or so. That's it. Nothing fancy. Nothing too deep.  It was strange because I usually don't contact him early in the mor...

On May 23rd & 24th, we had a MAJOR energy shift and "download." I just had a thought: What if the mythology of the "second coming" of Christ wasn't just about ascension for all? (I mean, I'm not saying it isn't!)  What if it's also a narrative regarding the 'coming' of our Divine Masculine coming to the Divine Feminine in the 3D realm? What if THE COLLECTIVE twin flame unions are the saviors as the coming of Christ light for all? (we are a unit of 2--'the 2nd'--and then our union creates 3 1+1=3 Divine Feminine, Divine Masculine & the God Source/Divine Source--similar to the   Just a thought... ----- I have one major message: THE DIVINE MASCULINE IS COMING.  On May 23rd, shit happened. Like, major shit. Good shit. Energy from the God Source, pure Earth Energy. This energetic shift is linked to a energetic portal in Earth's magnetic field--this is actually science. I'm not just making up weird things for t...

I asked Archangel Michael last night for a sign. He gave me the High Priestess, and this is what I found... I've been really struggling lately to keep the faith, to hold space and stillness for my twin. With these crazy energies that have been pouring into our energy-scape recently, it's definitely been an arduous venture. This past Saturday evening, I was tapping into some amazing  energies! I sat down to do a twin flame relationship reading for myself and my twin, and it was scary synchronistic. Like, I'm talking INCREDIBLY synchronistic. Each of us showed a lot of cards which demonstrated the duality of the masculine/feminine nature, as well as the balance between body and spirit (3D and 5D). Other symbols included the light/dark contrast, depicted by either white coloring or the presence of a literal light being held up to a reveal a path. The general theme asked for the divine masculine to use his intuition and heart-center more in order to balance out his body/m...

If you unlock your heart, you'll find your soul. If you unlock your soul, you'll find your heart. Last night I had a dream about my divine masculine's mother. It was...pretty great. The thing is, however, I've never met her in person. I don't even know for sure what she looks like, and I know the woman in the dream wasn't necessarily "her" in physical body as she lives now, but she was awesome. She was younger and looked a lot like my TF/DM. I can't remember the entirety of the dream, but I woke up from it very rapidly, remembering the dream as though I had just been in another time and place--and space, perhaps. Yet, the overall theme was for me to get to know her and for her to get to know me. She was youthful, energetic, kind, serene, open and...peaceful. I remember telling her how much she looked like her son, and how thankful I was for her to have had her son. She and I became great friends. While I can't remember all we talked about...

"When you were very young, you lived in spaciousness. Life danced through you. Then slowly, as you reacted to the challenges in your life, you got tighter and smaller until you ended up in a bubble of struggle. This is where most people live, cut off from being fully alive! We all long to be awake to Life. We long for the spaciousness of being, for it is our natural state. In order to see this, recognize that Life loves spaciousness, in fact, it permeates Life. Take a moment to open to the vastness all around you." -Mary O'Malley It's funny because my TF and I have a fave past time of slow dancing in his living room after a night out. There's just something about the late night hours, putting on slow music and dancing like you're back at a high school dance. It's magical, actually. This past week, I've been gaining some insights regarding the "dance" of the TF energies. The words that I received ar...

Oh, wonder! How many goodly creatures are there here! How beauteous mankind is! O brave new world, That has such people in ’t! - The Tempest , Act V, Scene I We're entering a sphere of energy where we are forced to encounter ourselves in a new light. From the affects of the Flower Moon in Scorpio, this is a time for deep introspection. Particularly, I feel that this time calls for us to inspect our relationships with our "dark mother" relationships. For my TF and myself, this is a time to heal those bonds of the mother-child relationship and to release the past pains and hurt from this relationship.  I know that, from our brief discussions of mother-child interactions, it seems that we share the same narrative of taking care of the mother. In some instances, there is the sense of obligation to be the friend of the mother and the nurturer of the mother. This becomes, for me, the "dark mother" relationship that creates a co-dependent dynamic, whic...